Maybe now this will be different.
30 January
J did get the position, and the good news is that we have the same schedules! Yay for having more sleep!
I went to the hospital on Friday, they took a lot of bloodwork and the results weren't all that good. My cholesterol is way to high for someone my age and my anxiety isn't much better. So I am going to see a dietrition? On the 17th and J bought me the TaeBo series so that I can start working out much more. I am hoping to lose some weight before the summer and it will take a lot of work, but I think I will be happier in the end.
J and I have been looking for apartments and I found one I love! We were driving down the street and I saw the building and said it would be great to live there. Then we bought a paper, and that building has apartments for rent! They are a really good price. So we might be moving in, I am not sure when, but I do hope it happens soon.
P's daughter might be "camping" out here for a few weeks which makes J and I want to move even sooner but I am not sure yet.
G isn't talking to me lately. She hasn't been talking to anyone, but it still hurts. She told J some stuff(he won't tell me and I don't expect him to) but it is just weird. I miss talking to her. But I am not going to say anything about anything until she talks to me first, only because I don't want to cause any more, if I have, stress for her. This sucks.
Time to do laundry.
24 January
I stayed home sick today. Nasty head cold I have. It sucks. I move my head and it feels like my brain is mush! Grr...
J might be starting a new position soon. We will have to work much earlier, but in the same shoe we will get out sooner! Yay for possible time! Now if only I could get J to learn how to get less then 8 hours of sleep.
Yay for clean sheets. I washed all my bedding except my big quilt! I get to sleep in clean sheets. I need sleep. I hate being sick. And J is bringing me home some salad and breadsticks from Olive Garden!
Other than that nothing much has changed. I am trying to go to school in the fall! Ever so happy about this. And I am hoping that I won't be wasting money by going. That is why I am going to take it one semester at a time, I realize that it might not be the best for me to be in school. I am much happier working and not having to give all my money away, but hey what can you do? I need an education to get places in this world!
Oh and I finished another layout in my scrapbook today. I have started on another one. This makes me happy. Little things that take up my time and make me happy are things that create me!
Okay all done...talk to you all later.
19 January
I just tried to put comment on my page. I am not sure if it works yet.
I haven't written in this forever. Sorry for those that are reading. I am not trying to forget to write, it is stressful here with A still living her even though she said that she was going to move out the first of the month and now she isn't moving out until the 28th. Grrrrr.... I need my space back. As soon as she moves out P's son might move in, not so thrilled about that either.
Work is the same...boring...and maybe someday I will have time to think there. Speaking of which I need to head there now. I will try to write again soon....
Leave a comment so I can see if it works.
